It told me something that has changed my life.
I recently just fasted for the first time in my life, for three days. The first day was strictly water and no food. The second day I allowed myself to have some much needed fruit. The third day I went back to strictly water until later that evening when I began eating again. My goal was to receive guidance from god and it worked.
Physically I felt hollow for three days, and you don't really understand how much you crave food until you deny yourself the pleasure of eating. Anyway, during this process god told me "If you are afraid, I can't help you." As result I have stopped letting fear stop me from acting.
I usually don't talk this openly about my relationship with god. I thought I had to have complete understanding to bring the subject up, like I have to prove the existence of god when I questioned it at times. I've decided that is not my job and I just need to do as I am called to do. If I'm afraid and don't act, god can't make away for me.
The Beat-a-week was down last week. I do apologize. I did put the beat online last week but the player wasn't working. So you have two to check out this week.
For this week "Uh Oh" a track that reminds me of Janet Jackson's Velvet Rope Cd.
Last Week "Get Up" chill laid back joint similar to "Me & U" by cassie from the bad boy camp.
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Until next time,
The Spoken word hip hop poet